Lesson to Self:

this is a repost from facebook/ Sunday, January 2, 2011 at 8:16am

I had a blast with my officemates,yesterday after shift. We celebrated the New Year singing our hearts out.

I am completely in control when it comes to things like that, even if I had some booze, but if I sing my song,I always do crazy stuff. And it was totally cool because the peeps there were nice.

When I got home, I was a bit tipsy. All alone and nothing to do. I just felt all gloomy and I dont know what to do. I slept all the way till 2am. I got up and felt sore. Starving. I found myself walking down the highway, and I ended up in the cafe. I needed to ease myself from the tension. I listened to my fave songs from cartoon theme songs, down to my fave artists, most of them are dead. Posted some of my articles. Listened via livestream and then, good thing the jock was like a brother. We go to the same church. And I chatted with my cousin.

And then, I was able to come up with this article.

Lesson to Self: Don't be so trusting, never trust anyone,not even yourself. Even your shadow would leave you.

If you were hurt,cry,drink,forget it and try to move on and say, Charge to experience...how sad..experience is so overused nowadays.

Watch out for people who finds you nice and tells you things that makes you feel good about yourself, you'll never know they are the same people who talks ill about you.

Be careful,some people are totally insensitive,they know the art of bullying and the bull-crap should be grabbed by the horn,but hey,I ain't one of them, I am just a sweet horned being. an imp.

Don't mind if people call you fat,it goes to show that you have enough money to spend and eat what you want.

Don't bother if people are staring at you, this means that they envy you. And think about it, there's something about you that they are really insecure of.

Don't mind people if they talk and think your ugly, they just cant take it that they are looking at their reflection.

Shut up when somebody is talking shit, Listen,Observe and please don't ever comment.

They say..what you eat is what you are...so I should eat more expensive food,watcha think?

Don't fall for guys who treats you like a princess, who is not good looking and who wants to change you, because he is not worth it.

Be careful when you crack a joke,not all people can understand an intelligent mind working in progress.

Sometimes, creative people like me don't deserve credit,it's kudos to those people who hurt us for giving us the topic to write about and its the BS that they left.

Remember, Screaming is a good exercise for your lungs,it gives you more time to inhale,breath,exhale and let go of all the shit.

If you see me looking so grumpy,please let me be,I will then make you feel bad because I am a relative of Oscar d grouch and please don't ask me..cozZ i don't want to talk about it.

I don't care if you think I'm different, please don't judge me with what I wear,with what I say and how I do my hair,has it occurred to you that I have a life and you need one too..seriously.

I'd rather be envied than pitied,that's what I live up too.I read that somewhere.

Once again, my principle in life should be...never Assume/Expect/Demand.

And if, and if some people would make up stories, just listen and think, perhaps they have a bad childhood.

Don't fall for people who sweet talk you,tendency is, they will soon end up a diabetic.

I know I can be really annoying, I can be really corny,but why are you still here?

I have a disorder,eating disorder. I also have a relationship problem.

I am bad..so bad, that i become so good at it.

I am a teaser, a feisty one.