Just because..

this is a repost from facebook/Sunday, January 2, 2011 at 5:03am

If you think you know me well...think again!

It's to early for me to write about a hate=note. It's the start of the new year, so I won't ruin it.

I just think that some people should value respect. I think that people should also be considerate.

Just because, I project a wacko personality, just because I act so childish,naive and impulsive, I think that people around me should understand , that I may have baggages and I wear a mask, I am not happy living in a facade,but this is my way of survival.

What you see,isn't always what you get.

We all are strangers in this journey. And we all deserve some damned respect.

This year, I will be my old self again, the one that my friends used to love. But, I think that I should be more positive when it comes to my outlook in life. I have to believe in my potentials. Have faith in the things that I know I can be capable of. I know that I should be humble but I also need to be responsible for my own happiness. And I need more motivation now,more than ever. I know that this is too early for me to quit. I need to remember that problems are not stop signs for me to just whine,but instead, I should think of it as a guideline.

And I am aware of so many things, I always wanted to be somebody but now I realized, I need to be more specific.

I am not afraid of death, I just want to be there when it happens. And just like what Carl Landburg would say: "I am an idealist, I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way".