EXCERPTS..I WISH I COULD LIVE FOREVER

repost from facebook on Sunday, December 26, 2010 at 12:49pm

It's hard to say what I want my legacy to be when I'm long gone.

I used to think that if I keep on working hard, I can get what I want. But I also thnk that,You have to love what you do to want to do it everyday. There are times in my life when I just want to be by myself. There are times I can't even figure myself out. I sometimes think I might be autistic because I like to know - I need to know - my beginnings and my ends. I don't have to be in control of it, but I need to know what's going on. It doesn't really matter to me how I make a difference, I just wanna make sure that I do.

You know, I think I'm a stronger person for realizing that you can't make everybody love you.

I'm an ocean, because I'm really deep. If you search deep enough you can find rare exotic treasures.

It's been quite a roller coaster ride, but I've grown and learned a lot about myself. The greatest thing is being able to interact with people,im grateful.Constructive criticism is about finding something good and positive to soften the blow to the real critique of what really went on.

Everyone is your best friend when you are successful. Make sure that the people that you surround yourself with are also the people that you are not afraid of failing with.When people expect me to go right, I'll go left. I'm unpredictable.

I just don't know how to deal with so many people giving me that much affection. I never had that in my life.

I'm happy to be alive, I'm happy to be who I am.

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.

Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature. All women do have a different sense of sexuality, or sense of fun, or sense of like what's sexy or cool or tough.

I've realized that being happy is a choice. You never want to rub anybody the wrong way or not be fun to be around, but you have to be happy. When I get logical and I don't trust my instincts - Thats when I get in trouble.

Oh, God, I struggle with low self-esteem all the time! I think everyone does. I have so much wrong with me, it's unbelievable!

Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from over mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life.Where ever I am I always find myself looking out the window wishing I was somewhere else.