BETRAYAL

Blame it on me, i was so naive. In my search for that love of my life, for that someone who would care and love me and who would treat me as if I was a princess, I was scammed. I was used.
It was part of the plan, I shouldve known better. He wasnt like the rest, I got overwhelmed,I thought he'd be the one who would sweep me off my feet.
Feelings wasnt really involved,I wasnt in a way attracted. But I loved the attention, the feeling of being wanted, the caress,but It didnt occurred to me that it was part of his evil plans,he lured me and made me believe. This is by far, the worst.
How can I be so trusting? How can I be so stupid? How can he be so heartless? He has taken something from me and I hope he is happy, I hope he rot in hell,and i hope his family and the rest of his generation would suffer the wrath of my pain.
This Angst has caused me too much depression, He took advantage of my weakness. He screwed me.
I curse him for everything. I despise him. I loathe him. I know its Christmas and its a season for giving and forgiving, I hope when he gets to read this, I hope that you're happy, I trusted you.
You are indeed different than the rest, because you are evil. I wish you were dead.
You ran away, you could have explained yourself,i couldve understood,but you never bothered.